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" Kung ako na lang sana"

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" Kung Ako na Lang Sana ang 'yong minahal.
Di ka na muling mag-iisa.
Kung ako na lang sana and 'yong minahal
Di ka na muling luluha pa
Di ka na mangangailangan pang humanap ng iba
Narito ang puso ko, naghihintay lamang sayo
Kung ako na lang san........."

If there is one thing in my life that I would cherish the most.. it's probably the day I met you..You bring me my sweetest smile and my most painful tears..I got the deepest love for you and it cause me so much pain knowing I don't have any right to be part of your life..

It all started druing the second year of my employment with the company that I am working on. I just recently got promoted and I am over with the guy that I have loved for years. I was heading a new chapter of my life. It was then through this close friend of mine that I met a man who taught me how to dream again. It was one Saturday evening while I was on lunch, I decided to go to the station of a dear friend of mine Aileen. It has been a long time that we haven't talked beacuse of busy schedule so to make-up with we just had a little chit chat while she is assisting her new team. After a few minutes then, Aileen went to the Rest Room. I was then reading at her e-mails and there came a man who approached me. Hi, would you mind if I asked your assistance? " he asked. "Sure, Not a problem." I responded. I was looking at this guy and from that moment on, I felt I have found the new one that I will invest my love to. From that point on, I always see to it that every free time that I have, I will help my friend just to see this guy.

Last Febuary 14, 2010, I have been helping out the time for over 4 weeks already. I am kinda familiar with the team that my friend is handling and somehow became close with them already. I was not expecting that I will be given a chocalate as a Valentines Gift. After their shift we went out to drink. From that moment on, I have promised myself, " I MAY NOT BE GIVEN A CHANCE TO BE HIS PARTNER , BUT I WILL FOREVER HAVE A VERY SPECIAL SPACE FOR HIM IN MY HEART. "

Time went by and we became good and close friends. I am the person though who would not just simply let the feelings be hidden without being heard, for I always believe that a love that is not given a chance is not love at all. I texted him one evening on my way to work.

Hi. I texted. He replied, "Fine. And you?"
"On my way to the office." I answered. I then sent him the message casually. " Know what Beyj, I like you. ".
He then jokingly replied, " Hahaha..No problem with me, As long as the mutual respect is still there."

Beyj, this message is all for you.

You just don't know how a single word from you delighted my days, or how your voice disturb my system..It's worth keeping the memories in my heart. I guess it just have to end this way..not all love has happy ending no matter how great and pure it is. In a short time I learned that love can't be measured by length of time or moments shared because deep down in my heart I know there will always be a space for you...

With time I have learned to care for you and this infatuation blossomed into love. I hope you know how much I love you..I can't say it with words but I said it with my eyes a million times. even beyond time this love will stand strong..I hope you happiness and long lasting joy. Thank you for everything.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Posted by akosidiosa 12:14 Archived in Philippines

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